I haven't had time, really, to blog since my Nana passed away. I can't believe on Friday it will be a month, it doesn't seem possible that time still marches on when you feel like your world has completely stopped.
Lots of things have happened since that day. We buried her, I cried like a baby. My brother went on his first school retreat. I watched as my baby sisters had their last high school musical preformance, which I cried like a baby at the finale also.
I guess I've done a lot of that lately, crying. It's funny. It cleanses, and washes you. It feels good to cry but then again, you also feel kinda silly for crying sometimes. I know I did as I walked up to Carly & Madi, and couldn't hold the tears in.
I think there are good tears and bad tears. Scientist say when you cry cause of pain, or sadness the first tears come from the left side, the right when it's a happy cry. I don't know that they have ever fallen from the right, well, once. When my little cousin, Reese was born. She is the first baby I have cried when I saw and held for the first time. Perhaps it is because I know how long Andrea has waited for a baby? Idk. But I did tear up a little.
Tonight is Stars, so I have to bake.
My little cousins will be very happy about this :)
I'm gonna get back in the habit of writing, I promise!
.... Not that anyone reads this anyways. :)
Stay Lovely :)
Jennifer.
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